SO.he's picking me up.. at like 7. just him hes tall hes got a nice body hes a 10th grader. and mm. just yum i gave him the directions to my dads house he's still confused so hes going to call. its amazing It will be fun. so anyway. Its spring break soon and meagan dont worry we will do something over spring break and i will still practice running with u. im looking for a prom dress pretty soon fun fun a stupid boy. wants to ask amber to prom and ha its pretty funny.i gagged. who cares if we will ever meet again. Its obvious that were not friends i have a bruise from jeff since he beats me. but i door dinged his car, aaron made me do it. so im going to hang with ummm shea and maria sometime spring break. I love spring. Basically anytime its warm. Jason hasnt been home for a month but its nice. cause dustin and them havent been there. hmph my dads house is pretty boring. his birthday is friday. so i dont know what else i could write down. other then sam was being the devil today about some josh make out kid. there gross.@@@*$*$!@)@ A silhouette waits outside my window I jump up and I shout to see if your there There's nothing but cold sharp air. I wake up, another day without you Take a breath from cigarettes I got time to spare, its better when you're not here Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad Please see that I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes And I, won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad� I'm not sick I'm not weird I'm simply in love You must try to understand you were sent from above You say you hate me well that's just fine I will wait till the end of time Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad. Please see I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes And I won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad today Say you love me, you can lie if it is comforting and I Won't even mind it so bad, won't even find it so sad Please see that I've changed I sealed the cracks in my window panes And I, won't even mind it so bad won't even find it so sad� Loving you is the only thing I ever knew letting go is the hardest thing ill ever do I don't even mind it so bad I don't even find it so sad today.