i was looking through my old poem books heres a few i wrote 3/12/05 When I look at you I feel like Im the only one Alive I want to grab your attention, but it seems that you just dont notice i survive I always wanted you to hold me in your arms, make me feel safe But I guess you just Dont like me thats all I want to say maybe your shy or maybe u just dont want me to know But your breaking my heart, so hurry and tell me fast, before I go Tell me that you love me, and need me to breathe I have never felt like this before like me and your were meant to be But now the paing in my heart is growing Its like a tumor is blocking my blood from flowing I desperatly want you to luv me back but what ever u say is your sayin The answer i dream, hope, and want is yes, im not playin if you said no I will go through hard things in my life, mostly cry But I will just have to Keep asking again and again until you understand... I'll try I need you and want you to luv me the best u can But im trough now I cant write my thoughts of sympathy for u anymore it wasnt my plan so remember what i said and hold it in your heat and remember me Because I will always luv you and i will never forget I love u, cant u see? Wow it seemed like i wrote that soo long ago but it was only last year... i still remember who it was about