is it your parents.... ya... what do they do to you? they ignore me. i guess im going to complain now... thats all my entries are for now... so i woke up.. at 9 mom was sleeping on the couch she worked last night then had wade over.. i guess he left at 8 this morning.so i went upstairs and sat on here decided its not fun. went downstairs and my mom thought i was yelling at her. so she made me go with her and help clean the bar. since i have nothing better to do i went and helped. then came home... jason took me to applebees then we went to the pet store to get a rat and i got some more fish. came home ... turned on the tv and waited for night to come so i can sleep and get another day done with mom comes home at 6 decides to sit down and complain for a half an hour then gets up and decides to go to the casino. so i just put on my cd player and sit on the couch and watch lame music videoes just not listen to them. huh entertaining. so she leaves without bothering to say bye. i had one plug out of my ear so i could hear... i thought she would say bye. she just walked out.shes gone so i sat there and watched parts of the breakfast club. jason leaves with friends.and here i am. alone and by myself as usual i feel bad that meagan didnt come over. i wanted her to. i have just been to tired...i dont know if maybe im actually tired or just so bored with life to just want to sleep all the time.i wanted to go to the movies tonight with sam and them...i didnt get invited and mom said she would bring me there. but if im not invited why bother sitting there with noone to talk to. i would just be a annoyance to everyone. i dont think im ever going to get confirmed. i keep telling my mom she has to call the church here and tell them im joining she doesnt.. my dad has given up on me or maybe he just forgot i existed. so here is this whole entry except i narrowed it down abit... 1.wake up(with noone home) 2.shower(without someone pounding on the door to see if im in the shower) 3.eat(alone usually cheerios) 4.watch tv (something i dont care for ...alone) 5.computer(listen to music and write about how boring life is) 6.watch tv (again by myself) 7.go to bed(without someone to say goodnight to)