Picture me In a casket Blasted Never nobody Knew how long The pain lasted Keep my eyes tight I'm frightened But I fights like Tyson When playin' this game of life I'm losing Longing to be enlightened Absorb my mind state Reduce the crime rate And take me out When running toward the Lord I see 'em fake me Out shook me So from church I play hookie Listen to the words of a brother The sick stutters So you better better Get the get the bags ready Comes a killer killer Like Skagnetti My brains contaminated Hella rotten Wasn't me that killed you Who was it what was it The effects of the mildew My brain's wilted In my eyes the world is a bit tilted Lord take me away Before somebody else gets killed Blood spilled Seriously This is the letter to my homies I'll be missin' God told me to behold a pale horse But I didn't listen It's hard man My life is scarred man I'm losing my mind So now it's time Sincerely sign N9ne I just wanna die I don't want to wake up I don't wanna cuz That's the way that I feel I'm barely hanging on I don't want to wake up I don't wanna cuz That's the way it has to be