what to do. what to do. some of the things that i hear come out of his mouth is enough to make me want to scream and punch a mirror. its like he doesnt think the things he says and does matters to me. and everything i say and do are wrong but its okay for him. how is it going to work. he is belittling me and im getting tired. and i miss my friends they always helped me feel better. i just dont know if im any better then what i have right now.