I want to hug him.Tony makes me smile. I read his letter again today. he has one more summer in iraq --------- Maybe if my heart stops beating it wont hurt this much and never will I have to answer again to anyone please don't get me wrong because I’ll never let this go but I can't find the words to tell you I don't want to be alone but now I feel like I don't know you oh one day you'll get sick of saying that everything’s alright and by then I’m sure ill be pretending just like I am tonight please don't get me wrong because I’ll never let this go but I can't find the words to tell you I don't want to be alone but now I feel like I don't know you oh let this go let this go ill never let this go but I cant find the words to tell you I don’t want to be alone but now I feel like I don’t know you and I’ll never let this go but I can't find the words to tell you that now I feel like I don't know you ----------- Im out