gr. today sucked very much! my mom and my sister didnt get up for school or work today AGAIN!i fricken go to school like every day now and go to track practice! and i usually go to bed later then them! track sucked today.. the practice was easy at running, but the starting blocks was pretty bad because my whole freakin leg almost fell off! i even fell on my face during starting blocks! pretty much everyone thought i was complaining to much and that i was faking it What the hell! i did it ,didnt I and why would i want to fall on my face for no reason!like everyone thought i was faking it because of jessica because she was like limping at one point but then 5 minutes later she would be walking just fine!i wish that the girl would have felt how bad my leg hurt!and now im not on her "good" side.I get bitched at enough at home,i dont want to go to track and het bitched at all over again. thats not fun!and I WaNTED to practice starting blocks because i want to get good at it. i just wish my leg didnt hurt!I think i tried hard.maybe not hard enough.because maybe they did want me to fall on my face and get paralyzed then end up in a wheelchair for the rest of my life... then i would roll up to the track the next day and shove one of the starting blocks up there asses then roll away and go home and kill myself because they made my life miserable... how do u like that track?! im going to start bringing my sisters ipod to practice because i can block them out.and when i listen to a certain song it pushes myself more and i can probably run a longer distance ......................................... Lindsey deserves much better