i remember the house down the street i remember what i did last summer i remember all these times that i wish i could forget i remember clara city, jason, tony, misty, all your AA friends. I remember when i was friends with alli i remember being friends with amber and all the others that i have now let go of. is it the change in air? just getting slighly colder. like the cold breeze is bringing up some cold memories? hmph i dont know i feel somewhat new when this time of year comes around like when the last leaf falls. my last regret is forgotten. and i start over again. my sisters birthday is tomorrow and i still dont know what to get her/make her? plus im broke till i get paid again so her present will be on delay (Srrrrryyyyy) but yess. it has to be something amazing. i just dont know what is the most amazing.... i think she would be proud of me if i could just tell her something. but i cant. maybe when were older i think she would respect it better. and be more understanding. im doing this for you. i cant wait to tell you. but anyway thats my update i guess school is okay and what not. im almost failing algebra stats but that really isnt a suprise to most people since i totally suck at math. anyway i have to go to work today at three and tomorrow to which sux since it is my sisters birthday