i have court tomorrow which is extremely stressing me out... ugh. i hope it all goes okay... i spent my whole weekend hanging out with matt and... we are going out so im kind of excited for that. i wont screw it up.... i hope shit what did i get myself into though because i know im going to fuck him over. damn. maybe getting sent away again i can clear my head. but id rather have these horrible thoughts then be in a cell again. i want to see the movie up so badly. touching u makes me die inside