i dont know what to do anymore, my life is like going down hill everyday, and its not just about my social life and boys, which everybody thinks it is, there is just so much going on that nobody knows. i keep going bakc to him even though all the things he did to me, but then again he really didnt do anythign to me, its just me thinking he did something so i can be mad at him. i love him so much, i just wish he could look at me one time the way that i looked at him. but i know that will never happen, all my firends say i need to get over him and that he is no good, but how can i? he was the actual first person i was in love with! they just dont seem to understand that part of it!! ahhhhhhh.........today is such a nice day, its so warm out!!! and the sun is soo bright ! wow that sounded gay but o well lol well i got to go talk to yall later buh bye !!!