ya time is going vy so slowly and i dont know why, it seems like everyday i dread because something else is just going to keep building up inside of me. i just wish some exciting or something new and better would happen. i dont know what i should do about this whole situation, its like tearing me apart, like he says that were going to go together but yet i dont know it just doesnt make any sence, and then there is this great guy that wants to go, but i know if i go with him i will only be thinking of him. and i absolutly hate that, i just wish he was different, no i take that back, i wish i was different, so i could just let him go!