love is such a dramatic thing in all of our lives. we like all revolve around iy, well at least i do. it seems like once you think that one guy is like the right one for you and he is like perfect, ALWAYS in the end there will be something that will tear you guys away from one anouther. All of the relationships that i have had never had been that serious. i always thought they have been, but i guess iwas wrong, not one of them liked me for me they just wanted something out of it and i dont want that anymore, i am sick and tired of feeling like im only here on this earth to please guys. ok wow im going to stop. but ya me and kelsey are going to try outfor the variety show with this awsome dance that we have learned from our dance class. i really hope we make it, but if we do we are like going to be so nervos before it, cause everyone we know will be there!!!! ahhhhhh so yaaa....... i am so freakin tired, i stayed up till like 4 last night watchin pimp my ride. lol wow what an exciting life i have. there is this guy that i think is totally cute, yesterday at cheerleading practice, i saw him and he looked right at me!!! i have his screen name, but he has no idea who i am, and i am too scared to talk to him, i know i am such a girl" omg he looked at me" lol but what can i say. well i got to go buh bye