ya i wonder what he is thinking right now, i really hope hes not mad, cause i really did want to see him tongiht, but i couldnt and it wasent my fault. i just hope he understands that. i think sometimes i do things that guys dont like, but i havent figured out what it is yet, cause like the last few boyfriends that i have really like dumped me, and i really dont know why. i dont know sometimes with them i feel like i am doing something wrong, but i havent found out what that is. i just wish i could find it out. she is back, forever, no more you, never again, i thought we had something but i was wrong, i miss you though, an know that i will always love you.