ok he said that he loved me and he said that he never felt like that before, an then what do i know i found out that he cheated on me three fucking times! ahh i hate him, and then he says theres all this drama and im doing everything, well he can just fuck off, cause when ever i am with him i always feel like i am doing something wrong. i just really dont understand somethings guys say and do.
i really wish i could tell people how i feel, im always feel like i will hurt their feelings though, like when ever someone does something wrong or like hurts me, im to much of a chicken to say anything about it! i hate that. and because of that people take advantage of me.
i think i really need to change.
And thank you :)
if you want to talk to someone, i'm here to help. I've seen a number of therapists and whatnot, and I'm sure I can help you out if you want to change and learn how to say "no" and all that stuff. Just let me know.
And thank you for the comment! I like your diary as well.
-Becka
we have much in common.