im so happy i got to see her. the first time i saw her i almost broke down in tears, i am finally starting to feel like me again. i just dont know how i could have ever done that to her in the first place, i dont know how i ever could have been so stupid, im just so happy i saw her. this summer has really suck, i think it has been the worst one yet, i have done absolutly nothing, and i mean nothing. but thats my fault and i can understand why. i cant wait till school start, i want to see everyone. counting down the days.