its so hard to make everybody happy. i try so hard to not hurt anyones feelings but then again i am just hurting myself. he doesnt understand why i cant be in a relationship right now, im not even over the one i just had i dont think i ever will be cause he ment so much to me. isnt it funny how one person says they love you and then the next day they say they want to take a break. god it was so hard when i heard those words, i really thought we had something, i really did, i though he was different, but i guess he wasent he was just the same as everyone else. so ya enough about all that stuff.........i got to leave school early today cause sammy had a doctors app. and she was my ride so that was fun and like nobody is online to talk to so ya its kind of boring right now. man i have cheerleading tonight and i really dont want to go. we are learning our recitial dance and its so like ahhhhhh................but ya there is so much drama going on right now, but then again when ever isnt there drama? lol i think i am getting what i deserve throughout all of this that is happening. i am going to go get some munchies talk to you later buh bye !!!!!