i hate school so freakin much now everyhitng is always the same, i keep finding excuses not to go. i only have 25 days left an i seriously dont know if i can handel it. we have a half day tomorrow thank god. i gave ricky his birthday present today lol after his birthday. o well. i hoped he liked it though, if he doesnt well to bad he can go suck an egg! lol hehe, me an kelsey had dance tonihgt, it was so gay, i have no freakin idea what i was doing. lol i hate everyone at our school, seriously i hate it when people have no better things to do besides talk about other people. it drives me insane!!!! an i hate all these new rumors going around, GOSH PEOPLE JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP! sorry i got kinda angry there. i really need to get away, anywhere away from here, kelsey says we should go to alabama, an i think i know why!!! heheh but serioulsly i just want to go away. i really dont know what to do about this situation, i have two things that i am dealing with right now and both of the situations are very bad, i just need to stop but i dont know how, its too hard. i wont ever be able to do it.