i found myself shareing colored pencils with you today dont know how that happend. i wish i would of said more. like can i lick you cheek. or stare at your smell. but i didnt do eather i just sat there coloring on that color weel i did poorly on......i desided i love grape juice but it as to be welchirs grape juice. you seem like you would be intresting to know. like you were a present im just waiting to open but fear it... my thoughts have gone awild for the past week or so.. i dont know mybe its all the time i have had at school sence i havent really be paying attation to except for the class were i get to study his smile.. and english i had to write a poem today it was grand that peom was good to not some stupied shit i just wrote down in 5 mins it was more like 3 days i wasnt really consatrating the first day in writing it. if you ask me i dont need school all i need is avertising design then i think everything would be fine. but noone asked me. right? as the old man said.-noone asked you fool. on a good note for today. old art teacher-you look nice amanda you look like you lost some weight matter afact alot of weight thats good as long as you dont get to skinny. me- well i was hoping on become a stick and brakeing some time next year but not eating and throwing up. haha just kidding it made me feel good about my body to hear that she is the only one that said i was losing weight. and i dont even notice the weight lose oh well im having a depate with myself if i sould cut my hair or not. it will look better eather way i do it cut it or not some im in a pickle to bad i cant eat that pickle im quite hunary for the lack of food i have been eating. pizza hut is expecting me tomorrow so that sould be fun i get to work with my best friends in the world(pizza) im sick. the sick bug as hit me and hit me hard with runny nose,headache,and puffy eyes which reminds me of a puffy cloud i would love to sleep in a puffy cloud right now. -lovers and fellow encounters i dance for thee.