i have your voice implanted into my head but i want more i want to soke you up attached at the hip as you said tonight.i wouldnt care if my hips got alittle biger just as long as we were togeather forever. i want to talk to you for hours even if we begain to have nothing to talk about talk about nothing but talking at the lest. i love hearing your voice it brings a smile to my face and i was smileing the hole hour and 30 mins..i thought my jaw was going to brake off.i think about you all the time one thing i dont mind thinking about. i just want to feel your touch to hold you tight and grasp you so i can smell you smell and soke it in. i want you to see all of me and i want to see all of you.sometimes when we talk it just seems like we are the only two in the world i think its sweet how you complament me not to many people do. i love how i cant seem to lie to you not even about the smallest thing like when you asked me where my hands were they were on my face no lie i couldnt even lie to you about that. i love you and i dont want to hurt you. want to be with you forever.i cant seem to be mad at you even though you might think ill get mad at something but i dont. i dont like to be right all the time i wish you could i dont want to control you i want you not something i create. your the only one i want.a couple of months and we shall be together. i can just imagen falling in to your arms when i first liy eyes on you. if only i was there i would just want to stare into you see how far i can get inside.i want to be part of you. i love how when i close my eyes i dream about you and how you must look. i hope to see you. which i know you are beautiful inside you are everything i want and i dont care about the outside i just want a face to fit the voice in my dreams. your my first love and i hope you will be my olny love. it not just lust i hold for you but a lot more your the only one i want to see inside me and through this wall that i have been keeping up for years i always thought it was because of my looks that the guys didnt like me but i was because of me i wouldnt let anyone it to see who i really was. i love you william teddy bear. more then you will ever now more then what these words explained because no words can truely explan how much i love you.