it been a day well just about sence i said those words that i have been meaning to say. "i think i need a break" and durning this time of break i have sat in my room on my bed just looking at the sealing thinking of you but not the way i use to. i use to think of what i would be like if i was in your arm at times i still do but not like i use to. when im at work i dont think oh i cant wait to get home to talk to you its not like that for some reason that is proply why i had to take time to figure out if this should still be. and i came to the concustion that i should not make any desiston on ending this untell i get the chance to be in your arms.to feel you energy sink in to me. i guess what im tring to say is that time time of thinking is over. for now i just want to go back to the way things use to be. when the love i shared for you was deep like water in a weal. i dont know if i can call that love i dont know what im feeling at the moment but all i know is i can not end what we have because from what i think what we have is not love but much deeped that its so deep that i dont know what to make of it. lets get the fuckout of here i hear spain is nice this time of year wiskey and hot peppers in your mouth. sun and heat in your face i was also told it is were lovers find happyness. -DSLove