i didnt think about him today. well once i came to figure out that i was just upset because i would miss out on alot of wonderful stuff with him. the i got to thinking a came to the concusation that i will not miss out he will miss out. im way better then anyone he will ever find. i can do better someday. im wonderful once i open up to someone and i learned that. i have also been thinking out what kind of person im. i dont quite know much just that im really kind i will do mostly anything for someone. i want them to be happy which proply one of the reasons i hurt. but theres always a price to pay for something. this is my price unhappyness but that soon with change im going to do things for me. well and amanda and brittney they deserve everything in the world. i very excited for amanda comeing to live with me. well geting to today. i went to the riverwalk with miss brittney moffet. we took pictures and drank coffee before i had to get to work at 5 work was so tiring. oh yeah and i cut my hair this morning it so fucking awsome. pictures: me and brit door in a ally no parking in brit's vagina i took this one and there was people in the other side of the window staring at us i guess they thought i was taking a picture of them open