cut my hair again. i like it alot. my parents dont well my hole family doesnt they had there laughs it alright as long as i like it. saw eternal sunshine and the spotless mind again with brittney i love it and chances are after work tomorrow i will watch it again. its so beautiful. i want to make movies i have been wanting to make them for a while now but never had the inspiration tell now. i was riding in the car with britten listening to the soundtrack to that wonderful movie and just thought of video tapeing the drive with the music in the background. i wish my life was more romatic and exciting oh how i could show romaince to william. one day well ill have what we haven been waiting for. she called me a penis head- what a mother she is --------------------------------- i sat next to you on the porch on that swing that was anging in mid air. you took my hand i felt the texture of your hand on mine the cracks just sank into mine. there was a sort of spark there, were did it go.i felt i air brushing my hair and your eyes glanced down my blouse. i laughed and pressed my hand on you chin and lifted it up and whisper "im up here silly" you smiled that smile that made my heart kick my chest. then next thing i knew it i felt your lips pressing against mine. it was my first kiss my first real one.i closed my eyes for a seconded and smiled if only i could turn back that moment i was so happy then if was a felling that stuck deep in the skin and went straght through my heart the was mistaken for a bow and arrow. sand is so over rated,its just a bunch of rocks.