bathroom series the orchard patch fruits in the orchard peaches and apricots so sweet that the bees dont even want to eat. what have you done to the hate. has lifted and coused blooming every which way. left and right laughter and love so beautiful not even a photo can trap. you are everyone. you are everything. so pier and bittersweet albums im getin with is two weeks pay. tegan & sara- so jealous-right know i only have downloads. pit er pat- 6 tracks enon im geting my birthday present yearly like as in this week. i get 500 dollars to spend on a camera. this is the most best thing thats ever happened to me. ---------------- i thought telling him that i liked him would make it so he would tell he if he felt the same so i mad a ass of myself made myself feeling stupied and little to only find out nothing he didnt say i dont feel the same he didnt say anything but ok. thats all i can think about. is ok. i feel stupied how could i of been so out there to tell him such a thing.so little so stupied. yet again im feeling low and negitive why do i always seem to turn this way. when i now this isnt hard life that things can get alot worse. i just wish he would tell him. but i guess waiting will not be so bad.