so i told my mom tonight after work about my plan to take a year off. she was not happy and didnt believe that i will go through with it. im tired of wanting something so bad and it never turns out the way i thought it would. im tired of wondering what if. im tired of regret. im going to be happy with my traveling i want it more then anything and i have already to start saving up my plan is to save up now so i will have money to last me a year then after a year of traveling im going to come back for a while get a job and save up more money then head out for another year so on so on. this is a plan that im going to keep and its going to happen. hypothesis of a heart thief I woke to find the sunshine at my feet The break up of laughter causes my thesis to become hypothesis you are not who you say you are better and cold so become warm and calm Is it he who un-meltedthe soul did his blade cut through you so deep that you forgot to breath your heartless for that boy no that man captured your heart and its now placed in a jar above his bed with all the rest for he is the heart theft but yet is not worthy for their love.-Amanda Olbrys ----------------------------- goodnight dear sunshine blvd. dear friend of mine im shiping you for to spain for i dont require your apsence anylonger i know someone named sadness that needs you. hes been calling your name on every hour. he searches for your rase of heat to warm is cold heart. for it is frezzin do to lonlyness they share a trash can on negitive street. so i say once more goodnight dear friend of mine.-Amanda Olbrys get your gun for mexico is waiting. when you leave for mexico dont forget to send postcards. write them every lonley night you cry. i say lilly has been waiting for quite some time to say i love you.