i talked to this girl today alot of people talk to her but that didnt make me feel any good ar feel cool i didnt wat to be cool talking to her i just wanted a good confersation. i didnt try to be some one else i just talked. didnt even think of how i was coming off like. it also didnt make me like hardcore more. it also made me feel like being alone. i want to go out places and feel like i was in a movie. music and coffee always gives me that feeling and its not a bad feeling it makes thinkgs feel peaceful rather then lonely. he sits in front of me in science class i wonder what he thinks what he does in his spare time and most of all wonder if he notices me. i look at hes lips not to sound strange but they are kissable very kissable. this gum in my mouth i sgeting old.yuck. he is beautiful the guy that sits in front of me in scinece class. this is the first time i havent thought about him not the guy in my science class but the other him the one i have been writing about for the past two day. ............................................ peom. knock! turn the doeer handle and enter this empty place with so many faces they are laughing at you again their giggles cause your lears they poke and joke you run and fall you wish for a boat to take you away so it came and you sailed away.