Listening to: nothing
Feeling: addicted
this week has had their ups and downs and im glad its ending with its ups. me and my teddy bear are doing great but i cant say the same about me and my computer we are going throught a ruff pach right know it doesnt feel like it should function around me any more i think i might have to go and take in into a sphyciatist and is what is its problem but by the looks of it im the one with the problem. anof about this there computer it should not get all the spotlight in this entry sence it has been really rude. Amanda is coming back from vegas today and she bring pictures and a diffrent last night along with her it nice shes got married i cant wait to see the pictures joyfullish day..
yesturday was quite a good day if i say so.i woke up got dress and thought hey i can get my pay check cashed and go pay off some bill [computer and cell] and my be i can get the cell fixed so i can talk to amanda so i payed for everything and some reason my cell come out to me 110 dollars which i dont know how that happend my plan is only 44 dollars plus tax. any way the guy gave me a number to call to have them send me a new one and i thought cool so ill have it by monday and he was like if you call right after this so i did and i thought hey i have insurence on it so it should not cost me anything so ill just start spending some money then i called that place and guess what i have to pay 50 dollars fucking ass holes so insurence doesnt do shit well it does i dont what to pay the stupied reductable. cus then i ll have to wait two weeks for my other pay check so i will not have my phone for another 2 weeks or so. well after while being pissed aboutt his brittney calls and we deside to hang out before she goes to work and the daily owe did i went and got coffee then we went walking around the river walk taking pictures which we got some good ones out of it like the one you see as my header i took that one its of a coffee machine in the daliy grind then after i went back to the daliy grind and sit down for about a hour just writing about teddy and thinking about it and missing him very bad. then i called for a ride and come home and put the pictures on the computer and all that other stuff you have to do to them and then i got a big smile on my face when teddy got online and we talked for a bit and i deside stuff and told him but im not going to write what we talked about tell i talk to amanda. any ways amanda we are talking when i get home from work. nothing bad i dont think so dont worry. anyways we talked along time tell my friend brittney came over at like 11:00 pm because she got off work and was staying the night well we were going to go to a lesbina bar the didnt card because we thought it would be intresting then we desided not to because we didnt feel like geting in trouble and it would just make us feel really stupied if they would not let us in so be when out to eat and stakin shake it was nice we had a blast then we desided to go to south bend a bigger town two town from ours the was notthing to do everthing was closed besides bars and we were dont aloud to go into them so we just drove around listening to the indie mix tape and all i could to is think about teddy oh how i love teddy. mmmmm yeah i feel asleep in brits car on the way home it was nice well when i got home brit went to bed and i stayed on talking to teddy ahhhh i love him.... well i could keep writing but all i would right is i love teddy a thousand times.
-lovers and fellow encouters i dance for thee
please read these three short entries written by my friend, a cancer patient. pray to your god if you pray.
please leave a note with something nice to say. he needs to know people care. he needs inspiration. don.t say sorry. i can.t make him feel this by myself.
i need your help. please.
xo.jess
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and i am nothing special. i am just trying to do what i can.