Rob has been txtn me. i'm glad.. Happy almost. Just wish he -was- here, tis all. Then again, i wish others were here too. My snowboarding nights weren't spent very well. Saturday night we were up there. There was a nice sunset, reflecting off the mountain mirrors. It was beautiful. i almost cried. In front of my mother. i wish Rob could see it, i wish Matt could see it, i wish Brendon could see it, i wish Jake could see it, i wish.. Stephen could see it. Then i felt like getting drunk out of my mind, and ringing them all. Didn't have half of their numbers, but i'd convinced myself i did. Meh. i demanded to get off the mt. Mother took me to the liquor store. We got voddy (she even asked what was up with the young and their voddy.. smart woman, she is. i smirked), and gin n tonic fo the she. Drank. Ate. Drank. Became intensly depressed. Lily called me, made me more so, and so i told her i had to go. i hope Ashleigh fucking dies. i'm eating noodles. Staying round a mates tonight. Possibly Lily's? i want to eat -you-. Haha.