Uninspired seems to be the state of which i cannot shift myself.

i'm listening to Slipknot. i so miss this. And before Metallica, and before that i was listening to Creed. Man. My child is so going to appreciate music. Kyle has alright music taste, so does Alex. Yay for people with decent influence.

Baby is due 15th April. i'm hoping he's going to be early, but a healthy and happy baby is more than enough to pray for. Especially after what this little guy has had to overcome.
No names yet. Not many i like, and funnily enough, the ones i do like aren't suitable.

The past year, just when you thought i'd left and forgotten you:
i left Melbourne. Glad i did. Should have travelled the world with Louisa, but didn't. Meh. Went back home and destroyed all of 20,000$ in a matter of weeks. Met up with Axl, just to see how he was doing. That turned into the one night stand that got me pregnant. Up until i'd seen him, i'd been told that he had confided in the abuse of needles, glue and wasteful people.
He wasn't quite that bad, but ofcourse, i had to be a witness to it myslf.

Have to pick gmal shit (KYle) up from school. i will be back to carry on my story.