Currently my situations at school, here, suck. i spent Valentine's Day in boarding, but usually i don't care much for the day anyway. i acted all dramatic about it on the phone to my mother, though. Here's something new.. Rob told me he loved meon the phone the night before, and i wouldn't say it. i could, i can, but i wont nad wouldn't. Maybe because i just don't feel it anymore. i don't care. i don't want to be happy, i've given up trying. i did say it, but only because i know i mean it somewhere, and i will again when i feel like feeling. Stupid Joni is on television. i hate him.