Rest your little soul. (30/02/2006) Sleep well. i love you, i loved you always. And i wish you believed enough. You were young and powerful. You were willing. You were strong enough for me, for everyone else. i wish you were strong enough to hold yourself up, ya'know?? i wrote you a letter last night. i was on the drugs and piss. But i felt you, and i hated it. Fuck. i hate this. i'm gonna coem see you soon. Promise. And if i don't, you can kick my ass. THERE IS NO GOD. HE WAS AN ILLUSION YOUR MIND PLAYED ON YOU WITH. HE WAS MADE OF HOPE, LOST DREAMS, BROKEN PROMISES, AND FAITH. AND I HATE HIM.