i swear if i have one more break down ill cry.. more then i already am well today after work (ill get to that later) i called james. lately hes been talking about all the people he met there. and some of them are girls. which makes me kinda uncomfertabel. well acually very. so today i kinda played senerios in my mind.. about tons of stuff with james and another girl. but i know he wouldnt do anything ever. i trust him, not them. so when i called him later. he said he needed to do somehitng quick and hed call back. so i kept thinking.. "he has a girl in his room.. " but then again i knew he wouldnt do that to me. so when he called back. i kinda didnt feel like talking but then again i needed too. it was weird. so i talked for a while and he knew there was somehitng wrong. and in the begining i didnt exactly know what it was. but as we talked i figured out that i was jellous of the girls who were around him now. because he then told me (for my own good) that he had been hit on a ton. but everyone who hit on him he told that he was in love with his girlfriend back home. an they would back off. which made me feel a lot better but im still worried about what people say about him and how they look at him. maybe im jst too protective, but he said he felt the same when i was gone. he was afraid of how guys would look at me on the beach. so im not sure if im too protective or normal?? help please! at work i had to do everything.. i mean everything. i washed dishes, swept, cleaned, made food, ran the ice cream stand, mopped the stand and much more.. i should get paid more..