I’m emotionally exhausted. So the other day dad came home and told me Stan (my car) has a new dent. He told me that one of his co-workers backed into it and messed up the turn signal. Nowhere in that sentence did he mention "crater", "smashed headlight" or "large amount of damage". All of which would have been acceptable. So I look out my window onto the drive way and I see it. the frickin hole in the front of my car. My car, yes, is a piece of shit. but I never once put any dents into it. not one. And dads co worker smashes the turn signal light and smashed the fender. Both of which now need to be repaired before I can drive it again. Why you ask was my dad driving MY car?? because apparently his $40,000 duel wheel crew cab truck sucks up too much gas. But my car was bought for me to drive so I didn’t have to take moms anymore. well that worked out well I still have to take moms car cause my car wont make it more then 50 miles away without them starting to panic. then today I went down to his house about an hour and a half away to spend the day with him and see a car show with him. Well not 20 min there I find a piece of paper he printed off about how Julia feels about him from Kayla (who I thought was my friend). He didn’t let me read it because he was trying to protect me from being upset. well that just pissed me off more because it was like he was hiding something. So I went upstairs to cool off. he comes up and I frickin attacked him (I feel bad about that). I wasn’t quite sane at the time I was so pissed. then I threw the nearest thing to me, my cell phone, at the wall. it only popped out the battery. SO he fixed it and gave it back. but then I go so pissed again that I threw it at the dresser and broke the damn thing in 2. its totally dead, nothing to save. So I pissed at myself for that but honestly I wouldn’t be so fucking pissed if people would stop sabotaging out relationship. Kayla and Julia are neighbors so their close friends. Julia likes my boyfriend, a lot. and Kayla apparently chose her side and thinks he should dump me and go with Julia. Just the mention of Julia’s name makes me so fucking angry. I honestly think that if I’m in a room with her and she annoys me the slightest bit I will freak out on her and scream at her. I’m so exhausted I cant deal with this shit anymore. He an I started dating while I was 15, ill be 18 in about 2 weeks and we’ve been together the entire time. That’s a long time to be with one person. I’m completely in love with him. and it hurts so much that someone who I considered my friend at one point could take "the other girls" side. I’m so close to loosing everything that ever meant a thing to me.