well lets see.. last night i had another broke down. for some reason i dont feel like explaining.. so then i went to work this morning at 12.. to have a pretty bad time because i was agravaited for more reasons i dont feel like explaining. so then barbs grnadpa sowed up.. with out barb as usual. and said that she went to scranton to get her bf because he go onthe wrong bus in NYC. so then said she may not show up.. so i said yto myself 'im going to close at %;30 if barb isnt here..' so i did. notbefore james showed up where i had yet another breakdown... because a lot of things have been going on and upsetting me. so then i closed up.. and again not befre somehting bad happened. i crushed my finger and pulle dback my nail. so now i have blood under it .. and it fucking hurts like hell! so i couldnt even tape barbs note to the door so i had to stick it in the side.. stupid. so im upset still and my hand is thobing and im depressed still.. joyous dad huh?