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Listening to: Authority Zero
Feeling: defiant
My parents annoy me Today i went to town to spend time with mike, however i left that entire detail out. However i felt guilty lieing but whatever. they left me no choise saying i could not be in his house or alone with him thinking im going to jump right in bed with him. i think i have learned my lesson thank you very much. So my mom kept calling and she the last time said she would call back so i decided to pile everyone in my car to go to blockbuster. stupid idea. concidering my car stands out and i ended up passing my mom and dad with them seeing mike and matt and irene. so from there my parents made me drive them back to mikes and then go home. but we went into blockbuster wasted some time, went to mikes and i sa in the car with him for like 20 minutes crying and venting. It was nice having someone listen to me that actually cared. I felt back for dragging him down with me in my fiery pit of parent hall. I offered him a way out, he didnt take it. He said i deserve to have someone care about me, therefor hes staying. It was very reasuring. when i got home my parents left me alone for a bit, then we had a family meeting in my room. i told them to stop bringing up my past, its not making me feel any better at all. they felt bad for doing so, their just trying to protect me. but i assured them im not going to be stupid anymore. so they offered to meet his mom so as i dont have to stand outside their house anymore or not go in or anything. So now i dont have to avoid his house. So all in all life is fantastic actually aside from parental annoyance. Hows everyone else though?
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you should try it. if enough people start doing it, everyone will look forward to getting their mail. even a singing fish is better than bills. as to your parental annoyance, i have found it to be greatly mitigated by staying at least 1,000 miles away and only seeing them every few years. best of luck in all things. -matt
Thanks for the advice. Here if you need anything =) -bx
yeah i was happy when that happened but it was a while ago and things have changed :/