~*146

by ix3brighteyes
Listening to: Polysics
Feeling: hurt
Being judged by someone who does not know you at all is painful. I have been spending a lot of time with Mike. His mom has made a point of telling him that hes spending too much time with me and I'm holding him back from what he needs to do. Her saying that does bother me to an extent however it was never a big deal. I just let him know i wanted him to choose school over me, cause he truly can go anywhere he chooses. Today i came over and we spent a lot of time together, and i had to leave then come back and while i was gone his mother had a sex talk with him. She said that I was older and experienced and that "he didn't know where i had been", like i was something he picked up off the floor and intended to put in his mouth like 2 year old. and that he coudl get me pregnant and it woudl ruin his life and such. I was dumb founded when he told me. all i said was "Your mother thinks I'm a whore." I cried. Being called a slut by my boyfriends mother hurts deeply. For some reason most people now think i sleep around or something. It truly hurts when these people who know nothing about me, what i have been through and my life judge me unknowingly. I have been nothing but nice to her, and respected her fully. I intend to continue to do so, its just so damn hurtful for her to say those things about me. I have told mike everything about my past, and vice versa. So he knows "where i have been." I do not judge people, or at least i try my hardest not to. It's very hurtful when someone judges you for something as simple as what you look like, or how you talk. I at least get to know them before i make accusations about them. -------- so, my parents and i move over the weekend. Were in the new house and my room is pretty much all unpacked. However the rest of the house is mostly totes and crap everywhere. Its annoying. My room is very cute, and cozy. Its the loft and has low ceilings and i have to duck to get down the stares. I love my new house. I miss my other house because it was nice and i had memories there but i knew we were going to move so i detached myself from it a while ago. The dogs drive me insane in the morning cause they walk around on the linoleum floor and their toes go *click click* everywhere cause they follow my mother around. And dad is just loud and annoying in the morning. Bleh but I'm happy to be in a small house and in town. I can see mike more now.
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I say punch her in the cunt. She's obviously retarded. And shame on your bf for not sticking up for you, if he didn't.

But yay for being in the new house :]
I've moved so much that I'm starting to get edgy where I am now.. We moved out of our first place when I was ten. Nine houses later, here I am. Moving is great. You get rid of your junk. Out of curiousity, how old is your boyfriend? I remember my mum giving me that talk about my ex. He was a couple of years older. So not cool. But she'll probably get over it. You seem lovely enough! XD
i ate breakfast today, hun!

i'm alright.. i just hate food =/

i don't ever want to be fat again.
fuck that

thank you though<3
Ah yeah, I think I get it. The whole, "older girl spoiling my child's chances at success". Well, tell you what. Life without love (or even without like) is horrible. You need it to keep sane! Sounds like his mum could be a bit of a poo. Good luck with it hun :D
Honey let me put it this way, would you rather someone that knows nothing about you call you a slut or someone that knows absolutely everything about you give you the same insult?
yes! i have yet to see a train fully encompassed with graffiti, but would love to spot one.
that's horrible about your boyfriend's mother :/
ugh, i've been having trouble by people who judged me, but in my case it was my group of friends. i'm sorry, it sucks.
People being judgemental is really hard. Especially when you value their opinion...unfortunately, it's unavoidable. All we can really do is be ourselves and let those judgements iron themselves out. She's probably just worried that you're going to "hurt her baby". She'll have to learn to let go eventually. Anyway-I hope you feel better and I hope the situation works itself out. <3