well i guess heres what happend the past 2 days. i woke up tuesday with major allergies, so i wanted to stay home, because i knew i would only see james once so i was upset because hes the only thing that makes me feel better. so i got all ready and crap. got on the bus, missed james so much. then got into school where i was panicin because i didnt know a single person to sit with in the cafateria, but luckly james was already in there. so i was soooo relieved. so we sat down and i told him i didnt feel great, and he gave me the rest of his frapachinno. (which made me feel better inside.. he alwasy knows what to do to make me smile and feel better) so he took me to homeroom where i didnt want him to leave. so in there i covered my spanish book with a bandana because i didnt have any more book socks. and during the announcements i sneezed about 297354093475 times so then after words i went to the nurse to get madicine. i had to call my mom about me using it because i didnt have a pewrmision slip thingy. so i got benadryl, which made me sleepy. so i went ot math. zoned out a lot, same thing in study hall but i tried to write james a note. i did k at it but half of it was just jummbled together. so thenin photography i calle dmy mom and she yelled at me because she just got home from town, an di wanted to come home. so she reluctantly came. so i went back ot siting by james who kept telling me i shoudl go home. (i didnt really wantt o because he was at school. but i knew i wouldnt be able to be with him after school because he had to drive that day.. so i went home). wheni got home i slept and then woke up around 2:30.. where joyce was there, i was super outta it. i made food cause i was hungry then i didnt eat it because i didnt want to eat it. so then i ended up eating an entire(tiny) pizza at about 5. so then i talked to james for a bit, he makes me feel better, so much. i made my agenda all pretty and i did my math. then talked to james again at 8:10 or so. we talked for a while untill about 9:10. he alwasy makes me feel better. he bought me cookies... i love him so i then went to bed. this mornign i woke up not feeling great at all. so i got up and told dad and he said i should stay home. (this is the first time this has ever happened.. them telling me to stay home.. without being like 'AHHH SCHOOL DAYS MISSED!!') so i called james and told him i was staying home, but mom walked in so i had to end it short. but i then called back to say 'i love you' whcih made him so happy. i felt bad because i couldnt before so i then wqent back to sleep and woke up at 10:30 or so. and came on here to rant and rave. mom just called, i have a doctors oppointment at 3:00 in honesdale.. but james is sopposed to stop by after school. bleh i shoud call marissa and tell her to tell him that. because i have his cell phone. bleh i hate when this happens.