I'm not very good with small children. I alright with making them food and tending to their needs, just I’m not good at the bodily functions part nor the comforting or persuading thing. I suppose things will be different when I actually have children of my own. Although that will be in about 7-8 years. I like my life without having someone follow me around like a baby duck. I finally rearranged my room and while doing so I unearthed this spider who happened to take refuge in my computer. I guess for the warmth. But this menace scared me about 4 weeks ago when he crawled from my right side behind my head to my left all the while on the 90 degree wall. I just sat there in fright then tried to attack him with my remote. But today this menace went down! I trapped him underneath my wood cleaning spray and then mom came in and sprayed him 409. He however had some fight left in him. I captured him under the can again and dragged the bottom over the carpet until he was fully squished. I later felt bad for killing an innocent thing then I thought about all the animals and bugs big SUV's kill with their sheer size and was grateful I drive a matchbox.