Listening to: How Could You by Mario
Feeling: angry
I wrote this to a guy I ONCE liked.
Dear Armok,
I cant believe you!! You lied to me! Why on gods green earth would you fucking do that?! I told you that you could be with Kari and that I didnt care but NO you lied to her and me. I was tossed to the side. I've always wondered why you'll make two girls share you, but when another girl likes you and another guy, you freak out and refuse to share. Why did I think you could change? First Kat, now me. I cant do this anymore. I'm not going to make you choose. I cant be with you anymore. I've shared for so fucking long, and I'm not ging to do it anymore. Whenever I talk to you the conversation ends up having something to do with Kari and AFR. Whenever conversations like that come up, the one thing that crosses my mind is "Wow, I feel so god damn special". I'm ignored by you whenever I enter the room. You probably have no fucking idea how bad it hurt when you stopped Kari's wedding. I should've seen it coming but I didnt. I like a few guys in the SC (not including Shadow *gags and shudders*) but I never said anything because I didnt want to hurt you. But now I truly couldnt care less. You make me feel so fucking worthless at times. And it sucks. Ever since Kari's almost wedding with Worn, the void between us has gotten bigger and bigger. Its never going to be like it used to be. I cant trust you anymore. You promised you wouldnt hurt me but I guess that was all a lie too. All I can say right now is goodbye.
Sincerely,
Rose
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