I was in tears earlier today. I was online when my friend Jake sent me a message. He said that his girlfriend dumped him and asked what I would do for true love. I answered "Me? Well, I would do anything humanly possible. If this was the person for me, I wouldn't give them up. There is only one soul mate for you out there." He then told me that he slit his wrists deep and that he was bleeding out fast. I asked him how deep and he said deep enough to die. I was crying. I got offline and called Amanda and started asking her if she knew where Jake's grandparents house was cause thats where he was. She said she didnt know and started asking me what was wrong. I had to explain everything to her. She said she'd call Ben's cell phone and ask him. A few minutes later she called back saying that Ben was already on his way to Jake's cause Jake called him and he was about to call 911...They sent a unit out. Jake's ok, but he's really hurt. I almost lost a friend tonight... I was genuinely terrified for Jake. I didnt want to lose him. I cant lose anymore friends. I refuse to lose anymore friends. Jake called me a little bit ago. He asked me for forgiveness and said he's glad to know that so many people care about him. Only his inner circle of friends know about what happened. I dont think he plans on telling his now ex girlfriend Season. I dont think she'd want to know anyways. I hope Seasons parents are happy. They made it happen. I hope they burn in Hell... 15 year olds are not supposed to commit suicide. Especially when one of their friends is already mentally unstable at the moment. I dont think I've ever been so freaked out. Not with Amanda's boyfriends death, not with my bestfriends death as a kid, not with brandon... I regret everything bad I've ever done to Jake. ~Forever Me, Forever You, Katey