I usually dont let what people say to me get to me, but what Garrett said to me today...It just caught me off guard. I've never been so hurt from what someones said to me. He told me he hated me. I don't even know what I did. He just said "God, I hate you. Go the fuck away. Dont talk to me." I'm really confused. This hurts really bad when someone you depend on for emotional support says that. I count on him for his friendship and that just killed me inside. Josh says that he'll apologize. His girlfriend broke up with him and he was probably drunk. I doubt it. I'm not used to people saying that. I cried. I don't cry when people tell me they hate me. My dads told me that. It didnt matter. But it was Garrett... I fell back into an old habit. Its not good. So much for only two weeks. Don't expect me to be on the site much after today. I dont really feel like talking to anyone. If it's dire, call my cell. If you dont have the number, ask Kayla, Michael, Kat, Garrett, or Josh for it. So yeah, I suppose this is goodbye. ~The One The Only Distant Memory~