You know, I've fallen hard for a guy friend. Its sad. I never get to see him anymore. I blame my mother. He's an awesome guy. And I won't tell you who it is cause its my little secret. You all might find out sometime. Maybe, years from now. I was reading some old entries and I realized something...I never told anyone thank you. You all deserve a huge ass thank you. You were there through everything and I just nodded at your "Everythings gonna be alright" things. I feel awful. So, THANK YOU ALL! I know, I know, its not big enough. But, you'll all get yours later on. Possibly summer when I might be on the East Coast. *Grins* If you see a random girl walking down the street dancing to music thats not there with her best friend, you'll know its me...And Amanda. If I go to Martha's Vineyard this summer, Amanda's coming with me. We've got plans. Big plans. WOOT! My stepdad and his mom robbed my mom. They took about 600 dollars from her. We have no cash. Food stamps. Yay? UGH. And she's all cool about it now. WHAT THE FRIGGIN HELL?!?! She forgave his ass! I threw a fit. My friend Ben is now being home schooled. Amy clung to him. He only gets to come to school for second period. His mom had to pull him from Amy so he could go home. Its horrible. Bens a cool guy. He's in Jakes Band. The name's 666. Its all Thrash/Metal and such. Amanda's party was awesome. We played Dogz, Monster Rancher, and Warcraft. We watched Saw 2 and Boat Trip. Then we talked. I got 45 minutes of sleep. 1 am to 1:45 am. Its was COOL! AH! So much fun! I tried calling you Kayla! You didnt answer the phone! I was sad. I was all v.v. Yeah. We ate pizza, banana smoothies, chips, soda, cookies, ice cream, candy and etc. We talked about dreams and slid down the steps in our PJs. I stayed in my PJ's until my mom came. There's a dance on Friday so I won't be on until after 9. 9:15 most likely. So yeah.