I'm sick of crying Tired of trying Yeah, I'm smiling But inside I'm dying OH MY FUCKING GOD I HATE HER! DOES SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO BE A COMPLETE BITCH??! SO WHAT IF I GOT A FUCKING C+?! THATS AVERAGE! I'M SORRY IF I DONT FIT INTO YOUR PERFECT LITTLE PICTURE FRAME ANYMORE! ALL YOU DO IS SCREAM AT ME! I HOPE YOU REALIZE I'M NUMB TO IT NOW MOM! YOU RUINED YOUR PERFECT LITTLE GIRL. *Takes a deep breath* Sorry folks. I'm pissed if you couldn't tell. I currently have a C+ in my Algebra class. My mom says I'm not allowed to have a C+. "You're not an average kid Katey. There's always room for perfection even if you are already at the top of your game." You know what she told me?? She told me that if I got less than a B- on my report card she would disown me! DISOWN! Thanks mom I fucking love you too! She ruins everything! She just UGH! I wanna run away. I want to get out of here. I want to run until I collapse right now. I hate it here. Maybe I should. Maybe I should just run away. Make it better for that bitch and her perfect family. They'll ask "I thought you had two daughters?" and she'll answer "No. I've only had Skye." and she'll smile and wave and pretend like nothings wrong. But really, she'll be rotting inside cause she knows what she did. She ruined a perfectly fine teenage girl. Your Little Girl You want perfection? I'm sick of your game You wanna know the truth? I've changed. There's no such thing as average Only perfection Am I really that bad? I have to fight for your affection What once was love Now is pain There's no more pride in your eyes No, there's only shame I hide my feeling Of hate pain and deceit Thats the side of me You refused to meet The scars run deep As does the pain All your expectations Are driving me insane I've found an alternative The blade is my only relief It eases the want inside Pain, my religion and my relief Blood flows down the pale wrists Of a once beautiful being You think I'm happy? No, thats just the mask you're seeing You've killed your little girl On the outside and in I hope you're happy Now that you've destroyed what could've been.