Someone please make these nightmares stop. Please... I hate it. I wake up crying in a cold sweat. Skye's woken me up a few times because I was whimpering in my sleep. Sounds pathetic huh? Thats what I am at the moment. Pathetic. These nightmares wont stop. I'm afraid to go to Samanthas party tomorrow because of a few things. One of them being Brandon might be there. He's been threatening my friends and family. Thats low in my book. I've been digging out old things of late. Somethings I dont want. Some I want to throw out or burn. Either way. I've been listening to my darker music lately. Sadly, thats nothing new. My parents went to a barbecue and I didnt go because I didnt want to talk with anyone there. *sighs* I wish all of this didnt happen. It would make life so much fucking easier. But as my icon says "Lifes a bitch. If it was a slut, it'd be easier"