K...it's been like 20 minutes since my last entry and I'm bored out of my mind. I'm just sitting here...sitting. Only Scott is online and I dunno, I don't think I really want to talk to anyone right now anyways. I want to go back to sleep but considering it's 11:32 I don't think that would be a good idea. I'm really hungry too. Maybe I should make some food but that would require effort, something I don't feel like applying right now. I am so mad because I am retarded when It comes to computers and have no idea how to put pictures on this stupid thing but whatever. It's not like anyone is reading it at the moment and all my stupid pictures are retarded anyways. They're all of my friends who I really don't feel like even thinking about right now. Well...I dunno I want to talk to someone*cough* Austin *cough* but that doesn't work at the moment considering he is with Erika at church. Sometimes I really wonder if I'm in love with that kid and just deny it because Whit would kill me. Who knows. Oh and I can't go to the dance with Scott C. because Teresa isn't going and as if my mom would let me go alone with a junior. And there's the fact that I'm totally against senior-freshman relationships. They don't work and that's pratically what it would be. My stupid keyboard is messed. I hate it. It should die. The underscore is messed and I just kinda a little need that considering my e-mail address is spaz__child@hotmail.com. I have to hit the stupid thing like a billion times. I don't know why I even said I've feeling spazzy. I really am not right now...at least not more that usual. Oh crap, Bethany just got on and now she will brag about her stupid boyfriend. I really don't care that she's going out with Alex but the fact that she totally ignores that fact that he asked me to be his girlfriend first and doesn't care about it is very distracting. Maybe I am just a little jealous...not because it's Alex though! Because I want a boyfriend. I am seriously gonna ask Trey if he wants to make-out tomorrow. He is really hot. But maybe that a way shallow reason to want to make-out with him. Maybe I do want people to read this...just not somepeople. And some of the things I write too. You know what's really cute...is when a guy tries to write you a song but has no idea what he is doing. I wish some guy would do that for me. It would be cool. My mom won't be here for like 2 and a half weeks. I want to have a party really bad. I just can't. It would be bad and I would get in huge trouble! Like WAY BAD trouble. I want to make-out with Austin. That would be cool. But yeah. Matt is kicking me off. And I say but yeah to much. I'll be back later.