Hm...everyone is at LHS's homecoming game. And I'm here. And I mean, even though I wish I was there, I'm not all that bummed. This is turning out all right. It's not like I've become some major pot head or even tried any drugs. At all. And some of the people are really great and I'm really starting to bond with some people. It's making me totally happy. And even though I miss my friends in Utah, saying that won't make me get back there any faster. I need to stop being emo, stop whining about it and go out there and do something. I need to pull myself out of bed in the morning on weekends and go to church and go running. I need swim team to stop and I need to take some tylenol right now because my head hurts. That's what I need to do.