Me and Liz were talking last night...things were SOO much easier in 4th grade. Boys didn't matter...well except as friends. Really I never worried about anything except my friends getting mad at me and even then, it was like a 5 second fight and then we'd apologize. Now it's crazy. Stupid rumors. Gossip. Boys. Blah. Blah. Blah. It makes me angry. Girls can be really stupid sometimes. 16 Days. I'm so scared that I'll come back and everything and everyone will be totally different. I'm so scared that people won't like me anymore because they've changed or I've changed too much. It's just weird to think about dropping out of this life for a year and then coming back and trying to start where I left off, just a year later. It confuses me and scares me and I just don't know. People have changed so much recently. Well...some people. It scares me. And I didn't really notice until they finished changing. It's depressing. What if everyone does that while I'm gone. Do people realize that they've changed? Man I'm am so stupid and pointless. Good.Bye.