I feel guilty because I've been comparing my friends. It's not nice sure...and this doesn't include everyone. But I've been looking at the difference between my friends my age and younger and my friends older than me...the difference is sorta scary. With my 8th grade friends I am a lot more loud and hyper. I beg for attention...I love being the center of it. And for some reason they seem to need to have someone to make the center of attention. And they fight over guys. There's also the whole "Oh my gosh, I'm in love with so and so. He is sooo hott!!!" When it comes to guys most of them are shallow. I also get the whole "How can you like him?! He is so ugly, he looks gay..."*rolls eyes* It pisses me off that they can judge guys they don't know. If everything was about looks....let's just I'd be single forever. Then my friends older than me are all dating and in love or whatnot. And it's not about looks necisarrily. They always think whoever they like is -so- beautiful. And it makes me happy. But with them I'm a lot more quiet and I feel like a little kid sometimes. Well it depends who we are with but if its a lot of people I usually feel like a little kid. But I love hanging out with them. I dunno. It's been weird thinking about it though. Because I love both groups of my friends. I feel a lot more self consious around my friends older than me...Meh. I wonder how different I am...K I have to stop. I'll finish later but I need to shower...