I'm missing my friends so bad right now. No one is online and I just feel totally alone. It's so uncool. I wish Lizi would get on. But then again she might be angry with me still. I love you Lizi!!!! Forever and ever and I was just being stupid and pms-y last night and I took it out in your direction. So yeah. Please get over it if you aren't already. I'm glad you had a good time with Chelsea though. Resa was online but she left and I was really sad. I miss her so much. She sounds like she is having so much fun in New Zealand. Oh man... I spent the day packing. It sucked. That's about all you can say about it. I found stuff and either put it in a pile known as "for sale" or "to the D.I." or in a box or a garbage bag. Yuck. It makes me angry and bitter and I don't get along with anyone. So I spend the time locked in my room and yell at anyone who bothers me. I wish that I didn't have to do this. I leave in 13 days. I realize today that I have less than 2 weeks. It sent my head spinning to think that I hadn't realized it. I'd been to caught up in trying to see if people still thought Casey came on to me and hanging out with my friends. It's weird. Am I gonna realize that it's coming the week before? 5 days? 2 Days? 1 day?? I seriously am so nervous about moving. Yeah. I also took a nap today. It was very nice but also kinda yucky because I feel asleep on the bean bag chair which is all pleathery and it made me sorta sweaty. Oh well. It was a good nap and I felt a lot happy when I woke up then when I went to sleep. Also today Bonnie called. She is so awesome. She is taking me to the movies for my birthday. We are going to see The Village. I know I know, I said I'd see it with Liz but we were not getting any closer to seeing that movie then we were to running down main street chasing a herd of rabid squirrels. So yeah. Sorry Lizi. Okay I'm done. My typing has been really weird today. I can't explain it. Oh well. GET ONLINE PEOPLE! AND GIVE ME HUGS BECAUSE I'M SELFISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!