Well know I don't even know what I think about that thing with Austin. I still think that he doesn't like me but not necissarily hates me. I just don't know anything. I am confused about the entire life thing. I hope other people feel the way I do...otherwise I am seriously messed. But yeah. I feel really stupid. Supposedly Mike doesn't "strongly dislike" me. I don't know. He's really awesome and all and I love that fact that Christa loves him, I just wish I wasn't so mean to him sometimes. AH! I don't know! Bye!!