I was alone when I wrote that entry yesterday. And I think a lot when I'm alone. I was being dumb. I guess my daddy loves me, just not as much as he used to. I wrote this huge entry because I was depressed and I just read over it and I decided not to post it because yeah. It was completely pointless. It just talked about my dad, and Teresa and me wanting to paint, and such and such. Except it talked about Joe the hummingbird a litle bit. Because I love Joe and he is an inspiration*smiles*. *yawn* I slept till 10. GO ME! It felt really good. I had really random dreams too. One was about being a slave for Yellowstone, and we were running around in Kent Concert Hall. Another was about it being the last day of school and I was trying to by 243 Jones Sodas(yes that's the exact number!) and I started crying because I was saying good bye to all these people I didn't even know. And the one that I remember most was totally pointless. I was eating chocolate chips the size of Hershey Kisses. Yes they were chocolate chips, not Hershey Kisses. I dunno. They were all weird. They made me sad too because there were a lot of people I haven't seen recently in them.*frowns* I kept dreaming Jeff, which doesn't make sense at all...I haven't talked to him in like 3 months...except when he asked me to sign his yearbook. He's a funny kid though. And Christa was in one of them. I miss that girl. This is so pointless. Everything I've typed in this seems pointless. But then again I'm addicted, I can't help it!!!!!! But I'm stopping now!